So that's where I am with my jackets, but as I mentioned I've also been pushing ahead with my wall art.  My evenings are usually spent watching TV and stitching.  I'm not a good couch potato.  My hands have to be busy.

I've been working on two related pieces created from some of my gelatin prints layered over pieced, hand-dyed silks from Maria Testa.    The titles for these two  came from a book I read just recently, though I'm afraid I can't remember which one.  The one on the left is finished.  I've called that one Begin Where You Are.  The one in progress will be called The Rest Will Follow. 

Those titles pretty well capture how I work in general, but especially now as I try to just let my heart lead my work.

More will follow...
Cheers,
Ann

since my last post, so I've lots to share.   I'd planned to focus on some of the ups and downs of applying to juried shows, but then  realized that I should share all  the progress I've made on artworks since my last post.   In order not to make this post too long, I'll do two posts.  Today I'll share my recent experiences with juried shows.  I'll post an update on my work in a day or two.

I have been selling my artwork for many years now and generally I feel pretty happy with how things have gone.  But if I were to try to measure my success in financial terms, I'd have to say I was pretty mediocre.  Rarely do I have much leftover at the end of the year after all my expenses are accounted for.  Some years I don't even cover my expenses.  So I try to make sure my work given me and others pleasure and I sell enough to make some space in my studio for new work."  Still, even if I don't measure my success in financial terms, I do have to be concerned with my expenses relative to the income from my art. 

Now that I am not renting a studio outside my home, my biggest expense category is not fabric.  (I don't buy much these days.)  My primary expenses are entry and participation fees for art shows and festivals.  I think this is a part of the business that many people do not think much about.  It is easy to overlook how much the effort to sell your work costs.  But because these costs are substantial for me, I do pay attention to them and I think carefully about what I apply for.  For each show that I consider, I try to make an educated guess about my chances of getting accepted and if accepted, about the chances of my work selling or getting a prize.  Before I'll apply, I do my best to make sure I've got a reasonable chance of acceptance, that my work won't be dismissed out-of-hand.

If you're familiar with a show and have had work accepted before, it's easy to have enough confidence to apply again.  But if it's a totally new show, or a juror that you don't know, it's harder.  In those cases, I first read the prospectus very carefully to see what I can figure out about what they are looking for.  If it is a fine art show, will they even consider textile art?  If it is a quilt or fiber art show, are there minimum size requirements?  Are there  other technical requirements such as the number of layers or how they are held together? Will they accept works that are framed or mounted?  (My work is smaller than most quilts, and is often mounted.)

If I satisfy myself that I have work that "follows all the rules," I then try to find out more about their past shows and the juror(s) for the current show.  If the show has a web site with a gallery of works from the prior year, I'll review that to get an idea of the number and types of work accepted.  Did the previous show include any fiber art?  If there was a theme to the show, how tightly did the accepted works adhere to the theme?  Was the theme obvious in every work?  If there is a theme for the new show, does my work clearly reflect that theme?

Next step is to google the juror(s) to learn what medium they work in and what their style is.  Obviously, the more similar my work is to the juror's, the better my chances of acceptance.  But it is a rare case where there is a close match between mine and a juror's.  Mostly I am looking for a level of dissimilarity that suggests I have almost no chance of acceptance.  For example, I most likely would not apply to a fine art show with jurors who are painters with a very realistic style.  I just wouldn't have enough confidence of acceptance to make it worth the time and money to apply.

Even following such a rational process, though, there are no guarantees.  Sometimes you win and sometimes you lose.  Luckily for me, my wins make me happier than the losses make me sad.  Here are my two most recent experiences.

Most of the time I enter shows that are local or familiar to me in some way.  But every once in a while I try to push myself out of my comfort zone.  I did that recently, submitting 3 works to the 37th Annual New Legacies: Contemporary Art Quilts show opening soon in Fort Collins, Colorado.  It was a stretch  they probably got hundreds of submissions, but I figured I had a shot.  There was no specific theme, no minimum size requirement, no restriction against framed or mounted quilts, and I had some familiarity with the work of the judges.  I figured my work wouldn't get dismissed out of hand and I should try for it.  Sadly, all three of my submitted works were rejected.  Thankfully I know that a no this time doesn't necessarily mean a no next time. 

Then sometimes you hit an unexpected jackpot...as I did in the Members' Show at the Williamsburg Contemporary Art Center.  Since I am a member, acceptance in this show was a given.  But the application fee meant I still thought hard about whether to apply and what to submit.  Was there was a reasonable chance that I could recoup the entry fee?  Reality is few of my works have sold there.  Also, most of my newest works were relatively small, priced low enough that even if they sold, the gallery commission and entry fee together would eat up almost the entire price.   

Luckily, before I gave up on the idea, I remembered that my "Ode to Maria" piece  hadn't been exhibited at WCAC.  (It had recently been returned to me when the owner of Handworks  gallery in Acton, MA retired.) If that sold, there'd be money left for me, so I decided to go ahead.  I'm glad I did because to my great surprise it took third place. The prize check more than covered the entry fee.  Woohoo!!

Today is our anniversary.  Jim and I have been married 48 years.  I can't quite believe it.  Somehow getting so close to the 50-year milestone hit me harder than my 70th birthday a couple of weeks ago.  I think I'm still influenced by my impressions from growing up that people who had been married 50 years were really old.  But it's hard to figure out where that really comes from.  My parents hit 50 years and I don't remember thinking of them as really old at that time.   

Reality is though, that once the initial shock wore off I was right back to my usual up-beat, still-feeling-young self.  Truly, my life is good.  Sometimes I think where did all that time go???   Then I think, it went by one day at a time, putting one foot in front of the other.  So I'll keep doing that and not stewing over what's past - or coming.

In my last post I was doing a bit of stewing over the future of my art specifically.  That post apparently hit a chord with quite a few of my readers and I received several thoughtful, encouraging emails in response.  They gave me more to think about for which I am very grateful.  Thank you.  

My dilemma was where to focus my artistic efforts between decorative and wearable art.  Based on two recent shows, I'd worried that I was putting more effort into my wearable art than I should.  Then at the next show, one of my jackets sold.  That allayed some of my fears, but they were still lingering at the back of my mind - until an epiphany a couple of days ago.

I realized I was drawing conclusions from too few data-points.  To really understand my light-bulb moment, you have to know that I am a data person.  I spent nearly all my career analyzing data as a market researcher.  That experience finally woke me to the fact that results from two shows or even three don't make a trend.  I also realized that I have detailed records of what I've sold in all my venues over the last couple of years.  So once I got over feeling stupid that I hadn't thought of this earlier, I pulled the data together and actually looked at it.  Net result is I'll continue doing what I've been doing, spreading my efforts between decorative and wearable art as the spirit moves me.

So here are some pictures of how that spirit is working.

I've continued to work with my latest batch of gelatin prints.  I finished "Floral Fantasy" a couple of weeks ago.  I layered two of my gelatin prints over a commercial batik. added leaf motifs cut from "clean" parts of the fabrics I'd printed on, and then went to town with embroidery.  I had fun musing about flowers as I worked and thinking of comments and flower types to put into the background.  Needless to say, it's available on Etsy.

Here are two artworks currently in progress.  Both use more of my gelatin prints, this time layered over pieced Maria Testa scraps.  I've begun stitching on the one on the left.  The one on the right still needs basting in preparation for embroidery.

Many of Maria's fabrics are sheer so I had to think hard about the underneath fabric.  Usually I like flannel as the "batting' in these art quilts, but I didn't want that to show through the sheer parts.  My solution was to put flannel only under the circles and using a batik as backing.  I chose a batik that color-coordinated and had a pattern that would subtly show through the sheer sections adding another dimension to the design.  That's probably what I will do with the one on the right as well.

Finally, I also have a new jacket in the works.  I spent a couple of days auditioning fabric combinations.  Here's what I've decided to work with - a beautiful set of hand-woven cottons and a hand print.  They are all wonderfully soft for a nice lightweight jacket.

And so I keep putting one foot in front of the other.
Cheers,
​Ann

Today's post was prompted by an unexpected email I received this morning.  A comment on one of my blog posts needed approval.  That alone wasn't too surprising, but it seemed a little weird because I didn't recognize the title of the post.  Well no wonder.  It was a comment on a nearly 5-year-old post on my old blog--Still Dreaming - in Fabric.  I was heartened that at least one person could still find that post and had found something of value in it.  But I was also grateful for the comment because it made me look back at the post myself.  To my surprise it was very appropriate for my current situation and gave me the little pep talk that I needed.

Here's the link to it if you want to read it yourself.    dog-days-of-summer.html The post was about keeping going...putting one foot in front of the other, even if you are not sure you are on the right path.  At least that's how I read it today.

As I mentioned in my last post, lately I have been equivocating about where to put my creative energies.  How much effort should I be putting into jackets? scarves? pillows? decorative art?  In my last two shows, only one scarf sold and not a single jacket or vest sold,  but several artworks did.  The artworks were in the same price range as the wearable art, so the sales difference wasn't just a function of price.  Women rave about the jackets and scarves--the looks and the workmanship--but there is always some reason why they "can't" buy one.  So what do I do?  I have at least one more juried show and possibly two, where I am committed to having jackets and scarves.  Do I make new work for those shows or just bring what I have now?  Which is the bigger risk, accumulating more unsold inventory or taking a chance that my work will seem stale? 

When I apply to new shows should I apply with just artwork instead of wearable art?  Should I try applying with both?  Some shows allow you to  submit entries in two categories, but that means two entry fees.  If I put jackets, scarves and artwork into one submission, would that be perceived as too disparate?  Most shows only ask for three examples of your work, so if I put them all into one submission, they'd only have one photo of each category to go on.  That seems risky too.  So you see my dilemmas.  I have a lot to figure out over the coming months.  I'm open to advice if you have any.

For the time being, until I sort out my plans for my wearable art, I am concentrating on purely decorative art.  Here are some of my current projects.

I am pretty sure this one is finished in terms of the stitching on it.  Just needs to be mounted over the canvas stretcher and I have to give it a name.

I've been working with my gelatin prints and skeleton leaves.  I figured out relatively recently that Misty Fuse works quite well for attaching the leaves.  In the last couple, I added embroidery over the leaves, but this time I decided to just rely on the fusing.  I'm thinking that having the piece mounted instead of leaving it soft will give enough stability to make sure the leaves don't become unattached.

Here are very early "drafts" of a couple of other pieces.  This general idea came to me sometime in the night.  I have a bunch of these pieced squares of Maria Testa scraps that I created during another of my "I just need to keep going" spells.  Then early this morning it occurred to me that maybe they would make a good background for some of my gelatin prints.  These are the beginnings of testing that idea.  I'm not too sure what I think yet.  I think I need to let things percolate for a while.

As I mentioned in my last post, art festival season has begun here in Virginia and it's really heating up for me.  I am participating in shows for the next three Sundays.  I think that once I've got my gridwalls, tent and weights loaded in the car, they'll just stay there for a while.

This Sunday, April 28, is Art on the Square​ here in Williamsburg.  It is one of two really big juried shows held each year and my first time as a participant for this one.  (Still waiting to hear about Occasion for the Arts in the fall.  Last year I got wait-listed.)  Doing such a big show is very exciting and very scary at the same time.  The exciting part is meeting all the nice people who stop by to chat and enjoy your work.  That part is always heartening.  The scary part is whether there will be enough people who love your work enough to want to take it home.  Will there be enough of them to recoup money you've sunk into the show?  Do you dare to hope that you have something left over for your effort and motivation to do it again?

There are so many things to be done to get ready for these shows.  Some of the things are obvious and easy to think of ahead of time--can I make enough work?  what equipment do I need and how do I transport it?  But beyond the obvious big things, there end up being so many small details that crop up and take time.  For this upcoming show, I'd been concentrating on replenishing my stock of Free Lace scarves. Then I remembered that I needed to allow time to photograph them and update my listings on Square/Etsy so that I can easily process sales at the shows.   So I spent my morning photographing my newest scarves and editing the photos to get them ready to post.  When I'm finished here I'll work on those listings.  Here are a few coming soon to Etsy.  You can see them "in the flesh" this Sunday in Williamsburg, or next Sunday in Yorktown.

It's not easy to see from these pictures, but I have been experimenting with using Angelina fibers in my scarves lately.  These are very fine polyester fibers that add a bit of sparkle and shine.  I've tried to use just enough to catch the light and glimmer a bit without being gaudy.  We'll see what people think.  Trying something like this is all part of putting yourself out there in these shows.

Sunday May 5, I'll be at Art at the River at the Riverwalk Landing in Historic Yorktown.  It will be my second time participating in this juried show.  Last year I was fortunate to win 2nd prize in the 3D art category.  That was a big motivating factor in returning this year.  I have followed through on a suggestion from those judges and this year have added unlined jackets and vests to my wearable art offerings.  I am hoping they are more attractive for the warmer weather here (compared to New England)-- and their lower price point.  I'll also be adding some of my wall art to my offerings this year.

Here are a few of those new jackets.
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​I am still working to figure out the market here and what to concentrate on when I am making things.  When I came down here I had been concentrating on wearable art - jackets and scarves - reflecting my participation in the League of New Hampshire Craftsmen.  Here it is seeming like I may have more opportunities for my art quilts and embroideries, but I'm not too sure.  I'm kind of testing the waters by bringing just artwork for 2nd Sundays - coming up again on Mothers Day - and I'm thinking about applying to more juried festivals with my artwork in the future.  Big decisions to make!  Always something new to consider, keeping me on my toes.  In the end, though, the decision will be made by others--customers and show jurors will "tell" me what to make...
​Ann

That was our March - so much going on that neither of us quite managed a blog post.  April looks a bit less chaotic, but though I have a slight lull in the early part of the month, festival season is starting so there's no time to just sit in the hammock.  Here's the update on what's been going on.

One big event for me was having my "Word Power" quilt shown a the d'Art Center in Norfolk as part of their exhibit Persistence.  It was quite an honor to participate in this show celebrating women's empowerment.  I attended the opening and was just blown away by what I saw and what I read in the accompanying statements displayed with each piece.  There are pictures from the reception on their Facebook page which give you a peek at the exhibit.  Even from the photos you can get a sense of how well put together this exhibit was.  Each item was beautifully displayed and lit.  (You can get a glimpse of my work in the fifth picture - under the flag.)

The other big event was our participation in the Textile Extravaganza at the Williamsburg Contemporary Art Center.  Sonja and I had several works in the exhibition, taught some workshops, and did a trunk show this past Sunday afternoon.  It has been years since we'd done a trunk show or any teaching, so the prep work took more time than if we had been doing this routinely, but we made it through.  Plus, we met many very nice people and learned some new tips in the process.  That's the best part of it.  Many people asked if we'd be doing more teaching, so we're giving some thought to what we can manage.  Stay tuned for that.  For now, here a couple of pictures from the exhibit.

These are the mandala pieces Sonja created as part of the challenge she set for us late last year.  It was an amazing experience to pick up our local paper one morning and see that purple "triptych" in the banner at the top of the front page. Then on the inside it was there again in a bigger format as part of a great article about the Textile Extravaganza.

These are my mandalas.  I hope you can tell that I had a great time with this challenge.  It's wonderful to have an art partner who pushes you to try new things.  We had just two rules for the challenge - a finished piece measuring 6" x 8" and a mandala (circle design) of a specified size in a specific place in the piece.  I let myself try out a bunch of ideas.  Though our official challenge period is over, I might do more.  I learned so much in the process and it's such a satisfying form.

So that's the summary of the art part of our busy month.  In the midst of all that Sonja was also dealing with big doings in her personal life.  In March she also started the process of buying a house.  So far things are proceeding well and it looks like come mid-June they will live even closer--only 5 minutes away, not 25 minutes.  I think I'm the luckiest woman in the world!

Sonja and I are very pleased to announce that we are offering several workshops at the Williamsburg Contemporary Art Center next month.  These workshops are part of the center's Textile Extravaganza planned for March 16 - 31, 2019.  We'll be doing a trunk show there on Sunday March 31, 1:00 - 3:00 pm.  We'll be showing examples of our work and talking about what inspired them and the techniques were used in creating them.  We'd love to see you there.  (Admission is free and light refreshments will be provided.)

It has been so long since we've done workshops and trunk shows that it's a little scary, but the satisfaction we've felt in the planning process is also energizing.  We're happy to be working together again..We're a good team, each able to support the other in getting things done.  So here's what we have planned:

Ann is teaching -

• Creative Embroidery - Tuesday, March 19, 10 am to 1 pm - Your chance to try some "no rules" embroidery,
• Stitch Meditations - Tuesday, March 26, 10 am to 1 pm - An introduction to Liz Kettle's approach to meditation through mini hand-stitched artworks.

Sonja is teaching -

• Gelatin Mono Prints - Saturday, March 16, 1-4 pm - Try out a simple printing technique for capturing incredible detail.
• Stamp, Stencil, Print - Saturday, March 23, 1-4 pm - Explore a range of techniques for patterning fabric and paper.
• Mixing Media Collage - Saturday, March 30, 1-4 pm - Collage fun with fabric bits, papers, and more.

No prior experience is required for any of the classes.  Just come to have fun and try something new.  For full details on our classes, click here.  Other exhibits, workshops (felting and quilting) and events are also planned for the Textile Extravaganza, so also watch the WCAC website over the coming weeks for the latest info. 

Before I sign off for today, I thought I should share a photo of the completed version of one that I'd only shown progress shots of before.  I call this one "Leaves."  The real thing will be on display at the Art Center during the Textile Extravaganza.

One of the things I have most enjoyed about making art with my daughter, Sonja, is that she often pushes me out of my comfort zone.  It happened again yesterday.  This time it wasn't getting me to do something new in my own art, but getting me to help her on one of her projects.

Many years ago she took a couple of mask-making classes from Eric Bornstein at the Cambridge Adult Education Center.  For a while now she has been wanting to get back to that again, but needed to make a plaster cast of her face.  This wasn't something she could do by herself, so she asked me to do it.  She had the day off yesterday so I went over in the afternoon so we could try this.

I don't know just why, but the idea really freaked me out.  It was somehow terrifying to think about covering all but her nostrils with plaster of Paris.  After a few minutes of panic, I screwed up my courage and we moved forward.

Everything was all set, so I just had to take a deep breath and move forward.  Sonja had the scary part, but I was the one who was afraid.

The baseball cap didn't stay on, but the underneath layer of plastic wrap still protected her hair.  She put Vaseline over the main part of her face, but I had to do her eyes.  She needed quite a thick layer over her eyebrows and eyelashes.  Putting that glop on her eyes was scary, but I didn't have much choice at that point.

Though it feels backwards to me, I am going to share my work in progress before telling you about what I completed.  Writing about them in this order isn't totally backwards as the new one grew from the gelatin printing session I talked about in my last post.  So it's sort of like finishing one story before starting the next.

Those who know me well, know that I always like to have a handwork project going.  It's what I do in the evenings when we are watching TV.  I need to keep my hands busy.  If I'm not stitching, I'm playing solitaire on my tablet - but stitching makes me feel better.  So I like to start something new as soon as I can after finishing a work.  Since I'd just done a bunch of prints in my session with Sonja and Tyler, I looked at those first to see if one called my name.  Thankfully an idea came together fairly quickly.  I decided I liked one of my gelatin prints with a commercial print I've had for a long time.

The picture on the left shows the very beginning and the one on the right, my progress so far.  (I got a lot of stitching done last Friday - while waiting at Sonja's for a plumber who never showed up.)

The "leaves" I've layered in so far are pieces of some dyed silk cocoons I bought in Vancouver last year.  My current plan  includes adding a few skeleton leaves as well, but those need to go on near the end so they don't get mangled from the stitching process.  I also need to figure out just how I am going to attach them.  ...more to come on this one.  Looking at it here on the screen is giving me some additional ideas.

​And FYI - my photography skills are not the greatest - the coloring of the picture on the right is more true to the work.

The piece I had just finished was a bit of craziness that I am calling "Let Your Light Shine."  This one is a bit out-of-the-box for me, but  good follow-on to the one I called "Fighting the Blues."  (See my October post.)  It started with a gift bag.

And I just kept going, adding stitching, and sequins, and the word "shine" over it all; having a ball with it.  Then one day a song playing during my morning water fitness class gave me the title.  Everything was coming together fine.  I finished all my embellishing and was going to just press it and mount it when a bit of a disaster happened that almost sent it to the scrap heap.

I let the iron get too hot before giving it a final press and when I touched the iron to that papery backing, I melted a good chunk of the edge.  It was really a stupid mistake. 

Luckily the front fabric was fine, but still the gouge was readily apparent.  I had so much invested in it at that point I sure didn't want to just scrap it without trying to fix it somehow.  So I decided to try to a technique I hadn't used in a very long time--to  use my heat gun to distress the edges of the backing material all the way around.  It was a bit dicey to do because I needed a Teflon sheet underneath it to protect my ironing board and another between the sheer layer and the backing fabric.  I didn't want to melt the sheer fabric.  In the end it turned out to be one of those happy accidents.  I think the distressed edges work very well, especially the patterning in the Helene Davis hand-dyed cotton that I'd decided on for the background.

​The finished piece is wild and crazy, but it makes me happy to look at it.